May
The Better Man Lose was the debut disc from Peter Bernas, the
Chicago-born son of Polish immigrants. The quite, polite young
man of today with songs that seemed wrenched from his heart may
have taken a number of musical paths based on his early experiences.
Coming
from a family where the struggle of a new life in America did
not include the arts, as a child he perchance purchased a junkshop
guitar and seemingly found a partner for life. Working to afford
lessons, he yearned to learn the songs of Metallica and Motley
Crue. He became skilled enough to become the jazz guitarist in
his high school band. After being in several bands, he thought
that a rock guitarist was, to borrow an appropriate phrase from
John Lennon, something to be. But there are the pressures of the
real world and rent paying that causes many to hang up their toys
and dreams. Yet, if music is indeed your salvation and true means
of emotional expression, the songs will come out and be realized
eventually. Hence, eleven original, very personal songs from Peter
Bernas make their debut, plus an adaptation of a Ralph Covert
song sung in Bernas' parents sole language, Polish.
When
he picked up the guitar after a few years of not playing, it was
not to re-invent macho riffs but to serve the songs he was compelled
to write. He took his prototype compositions to the open stages
in suburban Chicago such as Durty Nellies and the Lunar Brewing
Company. His childhood friend, Ken Jagmin, was doing the same
at the time. For a time, Bernas did play guitar in Jagmin's band.
"Even tho' I've known Ken since grade school, we rarely played
together. While we share similar tastes, Ken is much more of an
Elvis Presley fan and I'm a Trent Reznor admirer." Jagmin
and Bernas both decided to take the Old Town School of Folk Music
songwriting class taught by Ralph Covert. Covert is the former
leader of the longtime popular rock'n'roll band, The Bad Examples,
with almost a dozen albums and successes on both sides of the
Atlantic. Another classmate was Dean Goldstein, leader of the
band Coin. Covert has now produced debut albums for all three
of his former students.
On
the first day of recording, a cancellation from a guitarist proved
most serendipitious. Blues guitarist John Duich, who also was
in The Bad Examples for over two years, was to fill in for just
one track. That first track worked so well that he wound up playing
on the entire album. His sudden death from heart failure at a
young age in January of 1998 meant that this was his last recording
session. A short instrumental from these sessions is included
on this album. Bassist Pickles Piekarski, a longtime musical collaborator
of Duich's, has dubbed the piece "The Paul Super Apple Blues"
for reasons he says, "John would have definitely approved." The
band assembled for the recording includes Ron Barnes (Middle 8),
Pickles Piekarski (Bad Examples), John Siegle (Insiders), and
Buddha Slim (Remainders). Ken Jagmin, Dean Goldstein and Jeff
Vezain appear as background vocalists. Originally the bassist
in Dean Goldstein's band Coin, Greg Interdonato collaborated on
the music for "With You On My Mind."
"I'm
not a born performer," says Bernas. "These songs come
from my depths as a person. Making the recording is a way of validating
my artistic side - something that wasn't part of my family experience.
My parents still have never owned a phonograph. I wanted to create
something permanent that I could keep with me for a long time."
Peter
Bernas unexpectedly passed away in his sleep on Friday, January
30th, 2007.